Forgiven is a self-portrait that captures the emotional journey of coming to terms with my scar and the difficult decision to undergo surgery. The words 'I AM SORRY' reflect the internal conflict I faced, as surgery was not an easy option for me. I deeply believed in the body’s ability to heal itself, and I struggled with the idea that I lacked the wisdom or means to allow it to do so. The resistance I felt towards surgery was profound, yet few people truly understood why I was hesitant. Many insisted that I should go through with it, unable to grasp the depth of my reluctance. This piece conveys the pain, the doubt, and the eventual acceptance of a choice that was hard to make and live with.