Reflection
Reflection is a photograph that captures a moment of deep contemplation, symbolized by the act of preparing to dive into the water. This image represents the long and difficult process I went through before deciding to undergo surgery—a decision that wasn't made quickly or easily. The hesitation and reflection in this photograph mirror the internal struggle I faced, as I grappled with the weight of the choice ahead. Ultimately, the decision to go through with the surgery wasn't entirely for myself, but also for the sake of others, adding another layer of complexity to the journey. This piece is a visual expression of that emotional and reflective process, portraying the tension between personal needs and the expectations or desires of those around me.
How Do I Take My Photographs?
I take my photographs by carefully setting up my camera on a tripod in front of the scene. Using a remote trigger with a timer, I position myself and move into the pose I’ve envisioned. It’s essential for me to be in control of the camera and the shot because this process is about reclaiming my own body and deciding how I am portrayed. Through this method, I ensure that I am represented exactly as I wish, on my own terms.